Hesitate

I paint my face every colour I do my body just the Saaa-a-a-a-ame I tried to blend with the master While I hide my thoughts In my pain You can't hear what I'm thinking You can't feel how I feeeeeeeeeel Sometimes I get tired Of bein' the mouse spinning on your wheel I will hesitate I will keep my secrets safe I won't ruin my good name Before I speak I hesitate You keep sayin' you love me You keep telling me your proud But you don't know who I aaaam, Cause you're not even living out loud I will hesitate I will keep my secrets safe I won't ruin my good name Before I speak I hesitate Care about the neighbours talk Too much to know that I was lost No apology But don't worry I'm fine cause I don't need your piece of mind Now I'm finally free I won't hesitate I won't keep my secrets safe I won't ruin my good name Cause when I speak I won't hesitate.