FOOL

Not the first time That I'm down bad But it's the worst time Can't get out of bed And all my friends lie "It's gonna get better soon" "I don't get your attitude" Thoughts alone won't get me through Lost track of time still getting older So sick of crying on people's shoulders Try to stay high and still look sober I just let my mood win You want me to be like the others But I can't breathe When I'm undercover I'm not like the others and I'm never good enough If I ever get there please don't dare to call me up At least I look good On the outside But take a good look I'm not satisfied But it's a white lie Crossed fingers behind my back Don't remember what I said But you know it's all an act Lost track of time still getting older So sick of crying on people's shoulders Try to stay high and still look sober I just let my mood win You want me to be like the others But I can't breathe When I'm undercover I'm not like the others and I'm never good enough If I ever get there please don't dare to call me up You fool Look how good I play my role Nobody's got any proof that I feel the way I do Fool Maybe it's not normal But to me it's not unusual How I treat myself is cruel You fool I just let my mood win You want me to be like the others But I can't breathe When I'm undercover I'm not like the others and I'm never good enough If I ever get there please don't dare to call me up YOU FOOL