Bartender knows

I'm here alone

And I missed my train tonight

Southbound to the town I didn't pronounce right

You wanted my body but not my soul

Funny how indifference tastes a little like cherry wine

So I'll pretend I'm fine and drown it out tonight

While my mind becomes a fire

Maybe it's the way you didn't try to get me

And the way you didn't wanna kiss me but I can't let this go

And I just gotta know

Did I get too drunk and fuck it up?

You know I tend to do that

But I wouldn't have stayed the night

If I'd had known you'd start to see me

In a different light

Bartender knows

I'm far from home

And I'm getting a little tired

Of running 'round old beach towns and faking my smiles

Got so many stories I'll leave untold

Funny how potential thrives when the beholder is blind

No

I'm fine

I've become a fire

Maybe it's the way I saw it as Nirvana

Maybe it's the way I'm stuck in California

I can't let this go

And I just gotta know

Did I say too much and fuck it up?

You know I tend to do that

But no I wouldn't have stayed the night

If I'd had known you'd start to see me

In a different light

Maybe it's the way you didn't feel the same and

Maybe it's the way that you're the one to blame

Still I can't let this go

But darling, now you know

I cared too much and fucked it up

Because I tend to do that

I'm forgetting your name tonight

Cuz now I know you see me

In a different light

Now I know you see me