I need to learn how to drive

I'm not in control of my life

Yeah, I like the pavement, it feels so much safer

One step in the road, I might die

This morning, I stared at myself in the mirror

The kitchen drawer, scissors in hand

I thought about cutting my hair 'cause I love it

But I'm full of effin' to please

Slowly, I'm losing my mind

You know me, one of these times

I'll do what's best for me

But right now, I'd rather be swimming in my mediocrity

My dad likes being alone

Who he is nobody knows

He drinks a bottle, smoking

Tomorrow, he'll do it all over again

I wish that I happened to people around me

And they didn't happen to me

I feel like an extra in my own biopic

Oh, I cry in every scene

Slowly, I'm losing my mind

You know me, one of these times

I'll do what's best for me

But right now, I'd rather be swimming in my mediocrity