Everything been ok

Trying to keep out the way

In battle with self

Thoughts been on a rage

Tell her she can keep the whip

I'ma just take the train

You can't know somebody

Till you know their pain

Brand new day new episode

Hopped out of bed I'm dressed with robes

Rescue calls get put on hold

I'm not sick but I antidote

Yeah I guess I am too dope

Man thats funny but it ain't no joke

Claim my fam but you ain't my bro

You ain't even come around none of my folks

Only thing had was a little bit of hope

Throwing up prayers for tomorrow's unknown

Dad up north in a brand new home

Couldn't even tell you his number on phone

Mom had to grow up to be back bone

Now a days most calls aren't that long

But I'm not throwing stones

Never had time for sad songs

Even though some times get lonely I deny

Buried inside

Say I'm fine

Always grind 365

Whats mine is yours and yours is mine

Quick to be the one help but in return no one to find

Count my fingers the ones I trust it looks like me myself and I

Thats the game though

Theres no one to blame for

I came out with something you could never ever pay for

Reflect every angle

Yes I'm truly thankful

What you find as beautiful I find as rather painful

Everything been ok

Trying to keep out the way

In battle with self

Thoughts been on a rage

Tell her she can keep the whip (Keep that)

I'ma just take the train

You can't know somebody

Till you know their pain

It's too bad I push away

I'm sure your'e probably great

Been holding on for sake

No more that I can take

Avoidance

Yeah yeah

Avoidance

Yeah yeah yeah

I got a plan

Construct so many walls to the point where they no longer know who I am

They talk rather convincing when reaching the ending they don't understand

Once thought there were no motives when people approaching with being a friend

Lessen the odds to be gotten again

Negative I can't be letting them in

Why you does that

You won't find where loves at

She say where's her clean slate

Judging like from she's my past

I know

Product of my problems I'm revolving yes I know

Want me around her when I don't even know my own

Give the benefit (Why)

Maybe she is someone who is innocent (Lies)

How you can sure if you don't give a chance (Pride)

Battle with the thoughts that menacing (Die)

How's it feels to end up as the middle man (The side)

Again and again and again and again

Rumors spread

I heard said from a friend of a friend of a friend of a friend

Had a chance at happiness

Told her you be blessed

Though I loved my time

Time to see what's next

As we both continue growing know to self assess

Maybe one day I can see you when the sun sets

Everything been ok

Trying to keep out the way

In battle with self

Thoughts been on a rage (My thoughts been on a rage)

Tell her she can keep the whip (Keep that)

I'ma just take the train (I'ma take the train)

You can't know somebody

Till you know their pain

It's too bad I push away (It's too bad)

I'm sure your'e probably great (Too bad)

Been holding on for sake (Too bad)

No more that I can take (I say)

Avoidance

Yeah yeah

Avoidance

Yeah yeah yeah