Why

Got nowhere to go but hey I just keep on crawling

Lift my head, I see your dead, wait now look who's fallen

I get up every morning just to feel the same old fright

God knows there's a heaven, but it's out of sight, out of sight

Even though we've walked a million miles and can't find no light

I've gained some recognition but I lost my appetite

Doing things I wouldn't dare I swear to god you're in there

Nevermind I say that all the time, I think I've lost my mind

Learning from my past

Seeing all things fast

Killing myself every night thinking that it won't last

Fighting for my life and I still can't find who asked

Why you wanna know this I won't start a podcast

Why you say my name

Why you play this game

Why you got to come up with some shit that you can't tame

Why you in my lane, bitch I found my own fame

Why you always hating on me when I'm the one advocating

Why you got to hurt my shit when you have left me in the pit

Why you come back saying jack when I'm the one listing facts

Why you can't accept the truth you can't stay here this ain't no booth

Why you need to put your pain on me, just let me breathe and be free

Can't escape I'm drowning in sorrow, I got no place to go tomorrow

I don't have my own life, just a ticket out and a fight, ain't that right?

And I'll say it again, I can't fight the feds

Looking at those meds, feeling all kind of crazy up in my head

I got no place to go except, right to bed

Ooo I'm feeling, I'm feeling kind of sad, but not so bad

When I'm off the fad, getting kind of mad, not at my dad, but I love the lads

Oh hey! It's you

The one who caused all my pain and suffering

Made me cry every night, didn't sleep so tight, never got it right

Oh, here we go now

Getting kind of hype, we up past midnight, blow like a bombsite, it's a cockfight, yeh

Sneezed on a Friday, sneezed for sorrow, sneeze on a Saturday, joy tomorrow

Playing water polo, you call me Marco

Passing on the problems, bitch I ain't your cargo

Playing games with me like yours to borrow

Nothing can escape this dream, I'm in some damn elaborate scheme

Trapped in this, all you do is hiss, when I try and speak you just try and kiss

I don't take your sympathy, you think I still feel the symmetry

We never had it right, never got it tight

Always talked and ended in fights

lost the connection, felt the depression, and drifted away

Can you stop this fight?

I keep repeating myself over and over again

But all you did was mess up my head, even in bed, but I said never again

Look at me now! All better right?!

Nah, I'm the same mess I left you with