You came with me outside

I lit a cigarette and closed my lips tight

You said that I'm too young to die today

Well sorry I've just been down for the past decade

We walk around this town at night

And talk about how these are end times

I told you I'd burn it down to ashes

But you said once it's all gone

We'll see the sky and the stars flashing

But I'm holding on to something rotten

I always do

Think I'm prettier when I'm unhappy

And so do you

I scared you in my old apartment

Scared me too, but now it's not important

I got so sad I couldn't eat

And when you finally left

I could've died right there in the bed sheets

'Cause I'm holding on to something rotten

I always do

Think I'm prettier when I'm unhappy

And so do you

Wrestle with myself into kindly stopping

Before I cut through

When I drop, I plummet

Right into the stomach