nothing (in my head)

In my head

In my head, I've been trying to turn off the lights

Never mind

I never knew a dark room could be so nice

I tried to stop

I tried to stop looking up, it's been hurting my neck

On a screen

On a screen, on a screen, gonna scream, gonna scream that I

I feel so goddamn numb

I can't feel you anymore

Can I, can I please be done?

I can't stay trapped inside this box much longer, oh no

In my head, I'm tryna turn off the lights and I can't ever seem to shut them out

Tried to turn down the noise and arguments 'cause I don't wanna fucking hear it now

Never thought I would be the fly that's trapped inside the jar of rotting fruit and wine

And their eyes are peeled to watch me drown

Was never supposed to make it out alive

I feel so goddamn numb

I can't want to feel you anymore

Can I, can I please be done?

I can't stay trapped inside this box much longer, oh no

I don't want to be here, tell me, "Go home"

I can't ever breathe here, tell me, "Don't go"

I could never feel here, can't you let go?

I could never be here, tell me, "Don't"

I feel so goddamn numb

I can't stay trapped inside this box much longer, oh no

Can I please be done?

I can't stay trapped between these walls much longer, oh no