I caught a feeling the other day

It was so hard to explain

Gotta take this medication

Anything to ignore my pain

But it's still creeping up in my brain

I tend to hide in a video game (ooh)

What you do when you got no one to talk to?

Feels like depression is my best friend

Dealin' with the same shit, ain't nothing new

When will I learn my lesson?

Wake up stressed out and eat my food

I'm full but I'm still empty

What you do when you got no one to talk to?

I was sitting low watching the sky

In the distance I can hear an echo

I look off in the distance rub my eyes

I saw a man I've never seen before

And he asked me why I'm so afraid to die

I told him "my dude, I really don't know

I guess I feel I haven't lived my life

And there's so much trauma I haven't let go"

Hey, wait, stay

I feel a part of me slip away

And that was the part that I need today

So this is the part where I show my face, uh

Face to face

With all the problems I'm tryna shake

Spinnin' out and I hit the brakes

But I still crash and I guess that's fate

I chose to live this way

If I fuck up then it's all my fault

You're too loud, don't wanna hear your thoughts

I'm not here to sit and be taught

Cause you're not that great

But always act like you know the way

Backtrack everything you say

It's my world at the end of day

I won't change my ways for the next man, you gon' have to kill me bro

Everything get me tight like a headband, weighing heavy on my soul

Flip this shit upside down like a headstand,

Shit ain't even up no more

Picture me '97 E30, big bands, I don't wanna talk no more

Need it stat

I be runnin' up the stats, that's a fact

Just still tryna keep that shit in tact and it's sad

They be tryna tell me to relax and it's whack

Once I'm old I can't get the youth back, that's facts

I be fucked up

I can't smoke weed

Cause I'm a fuck up

It's gon' make me think

It's gon' make me think

It's gon' make me think

It's gon' make me think

And I don't like to think