Being grounded, it's not what it's cut out to be…

It's kind of hard to see the world that you live in when you're down here…

It's time that you rise up, get a better point of view…

Sometimes I just feel like, quittin', I still might

Empty this bottle of Jack and crush up these pills like

Nah, I ain't leaving this way

Especially when there's so much more I'mma be needing to say

And uh, sometimes it just feels like… I'm counting these seconds

'Til I feel like I'm me again then here's a bout with depression

I'll say I'm fine to soften the truth

But it all gets thrown out the window when I walk in the booth

Like God, is this my purpose or am I forcing it?

You took me out my situation of being less fortunate

But this hunger for more is like a thunderous storm

How you could lose your reign on the spot if you underperform

Shit! That's just the way it goes

So I plot every course that I make and I play it slow

I was told destiny's mine, I just have to find her

Will this be the time that I breakthrough or just a sad reminder… Yeah…

And if God calls my number

I'll switch fall for summer and I'll be higher, gettin' lifted

Like a phoenix from the ashes, you'll see this when it passes

I'll be higher, gettin' lifted

Is there more to this? I don't know, man…

I guess there sorta is… higher, gettin' lifted

And when I'm open with you, I just float to the moon to be higher, gettin' lifted

It goes ashes to ashes and dust to dust

We can go back and forth on who fucked it up

I would blame shit on you until something stuck

In this shit for years when will I say enough's enough

Chill… Yeah, such a comfortable feeling

We only worry 'bout the rain when it comes thru the ceiling

Drops in a bucket keep me awake in the night

Had me thinking about the time I considered takin' my life, mm

And you was there, egging me on

Saying when I come back Izzy, you better be gone

Exaggeration, but that's how it felt in the moment

But this is my life, so I have to helplessly own it

Did I use you… or did I lose you?

Pushed your buttons, flipped the switch and did my usual

Better days they coulda turned to wedding days

If we invited in the good times and let 'em stay

Yeah… Cursed matrimony

So if there's something still here, you're gonna have to show me

If not, I guess there was some fun in pretending

But dear, I think that we've come to our ending

Wasn't a waste of time, these were my happiest years

Thanks for the welcome into your life and having me here

Thinkin' about this moment, almost had me in tears

But I have to let go of you as soon as gravity clears

And as I float away

I pray to God he blesses us both and we're both okay

I almost didn't record this track, it was a throwaway

But I felt like if I addressed it, it would go away

I guess we'll find out later than soon

It takes a while to know if you hit when you aim for the moon

And if you're ever feeling down, play this thing and quote it

Just remember that when it came to Misery, it a king who wrote It

Even if we are apart…

I'll always be with you…

I'll always be with you…

Always be with you…