Somehow it always feels off

Whenever we get to talk

I swear I'll memorize the script

Before the next time

It's like everybody knows

Just what to say and how it goes

Watching everyone fulfill their purpose

Before I even get mine

I feel that

Little spark

Within I'm terrified might

Burn me up

If I tried

To follow all those little thoughts

If I only had somebody else to talk to

Chase away the voices whispering they'll never want you

Tell me that I'm wrong about the feeling that I ought to

Throw it all away and never become who I want to

It's like every waking moment

Has this veil of doubt upon it

What if it turn outs I'm nothing

Like the person that they wanted

The one I've tried so hard to be

They wouldn't have anyone else

Is it supposed to be this difficult

To simply be yourself?

I feel that

Little spark

Within I'm terrified might

Burn me up

If I tried

To follow all those little thoughts

Every time I wonder if there's others like me

Somewhere I belong although I know it seems unlikely

That there's somewhere better but I really hope there might be

Fly me far away and if they miss me they can write me

Fly me far away and if they miss me they can write me

Fly me far away and if they miss me they can write me