Bitter

I wish that I could be numb

I wish that this would be easier (easier)

I think I'm coming undone

How long do I have to feel this hurt? (feel this hurt)

Feels like I'm fading away

Damaged bones break under the weight

How long 'til it's too late?

Maybe I'll be better off this way

I'm losing all control now

I sold my soul for a cigarette

I thought that I would care by now

But somehow letting go won't feel so bad

Searching for a brighter view

But it's clear that I'm so lost

Will it be the fall that kills me

Or the sudden stop?

Was it ever enough?

(I'm uneasy in my current state)

(It's eating me alive from the inside)

The pressure weighs me down

Will I float or drown?

Suspense is killing me

I'm losing all control now

I sold my soul for a cigarette

I thought that I would care by now

But somehow letting go won't feel so bad

They say the guilty never truly rest

Is that why I lie awake in bed?

The bitter memories in my head

Are all that I have left

I'm losing all control now

I sold my soul for a cigarette

I thought that I would care by now

But somehow letting go won't feel so bad

They say the guilty never truly rest

Is that why I lie awake in bed? (awake in bed)

The bitter memories in my head

Are all that I have left