Falling backwards fakie

Swimming up against the stream

Falling forwards backwards

Clocks are spinning out of sync

Don't know where you're steering

Thoughts have brought me to the brink

Collapsed by inward feelings

Feel the shock begin to seize

And it all just seems so fake

In a world of constant change

I feel you staring back at me

Can't you see I'm trying here

But I'm always on repeat

Vacant thoughts deceiving

Realest feelings can't convey

Time and constant pressure

Finding balance in the break

Face the dim lit ceiling

Taste these thoughts I can't resist

Chasing what I'm after

Never seem to get a grip

And it all just seems so fake

In a world of constant change

I feel you staring back at me

Can't you see I'm trying here

But I'm always on repeat

And there's this empty voice I feel that's calling me

Telling me that I'm someone that i can't be

Can't you see I'm trying here

Can't you see I'm trying here

To catch what I always miss

You see I'm trying here

Can't you see I'm trying here

To follow my only

Bliss