Tryna keep myself together

I was tryna numb the pain

I just want a quick escape

See my mind has run away

Im feeling big blunts, i smoke the devils lettuce

See in different colour on my own level

I have died before, i have been to heaven

Rollin' up an L, let us ride together

Sinking and i cant go any further

Then i see the light that hits the surface

Ima keep on swimming till it hurts

Come and find the ocean back to earth

I just woke up from a dream I've been in

Im tryna keep all the demons away

I don't how much of this i can take

Came up for air now my energies drained

Fly across the sea, like an alien

I'm just tryna see what I'm made of

I'm burning my wings, close to the sun

I can hardly breathe

Feeling faded

Should have know better mama

Stayed away from the drama

I think I'm dancing with the

Devil now i can see

I'm gonna save this love up

I'm gonna get my karma

I'm gonna leave this world with

Everything i have made

Fly across the sea, like an alien

I'm just tryna see what I'm made of

I'm burning my wings, close to the sun

I can hardly breathe

Feeling faded