Tried to heal it

The way I'm feelin'

I've lied to keep it

Hanging just around my head

Or burnin' up in my bed

Livin' life through a lens

Could I have anymore

Would it seem I'm a bore

I must've survived

Should I have, should I've not

Told you that

They say keep it honest

But how's that going

Easy to command it

Easy to ignore it

Everything is ending

But it's never over

Over

Didn't meant to trauma dump

On your heat now

Thought we wore everything

On our sleeves now

Didn't meant to trauma dump

On your heat now

So now

Sorry I'm a killjoy I just wanna talk

'Bout all the things that I have ever thought, yeah

Killing every smile 'round I could never stop

Fuckin' up my rep, damned left with my thoughts

Sorry I'm a killjoy

Sorry I'm a killjoy

Sorry I killed your joy, yeah

I didn't know then

Things were going

To leave me poisoned

I guess it was obvious

Now time keeps passin'

These days are tragic

I can't see past it

The way time's abandoned us

They say move in silence

But shit ain't movin'

Maybe I should hide it

But what's that provin'

Put it all on my name

I could never do this

Would you ever do it

Didn't meant to trauma dump

On your heat now

Thought we wore everything

On our sleeves now

Didn't meant to trauma dump

On your heat now

So now

Sorry I'm a killjoy I just wanna talk

'Bout all the things that I have ever thought yeah

Killing every smile 'round I could never stop

Fuckin' up my rep, damned left with my thoughts

Sorry I'm a killjoy

Sorry I'm a killjoy

Sorry I killed your joy, yeah