I say I changed, I know I try

But every day I look inside

I still got a ways away, got more to climb

I'm still learnin' how to change my state of mind, yeah

I remember days goin' through hell

Feelin' all the pain, it really felt like

It never goes away, then I remember

Sometimes it'll rain but not forever, no, no

I've had a guard around my heart for so long

It made it hard for me to see where I go wrong

Started believin' there's nowhere I belong

Hated the feelin', how it came on so strong

Chained, yeah

To all the guilt and the shame

No money, power or fame

Could take these feelings away, no, no

I had to live with my bad decisions

It's hard to give your, yourself forgiveness

The more I failed, well, the less I tried

That only made things worse in time

The days that I've wasted

On being complacent

It's hard to be patient

Goin' through these changes

I say I changed, I know I try

But every day I look inside

I still got a ways away, got more to climb

I'm still learnin' how to change my state of mind, yeah

I remember days goin' through hell

Feelin' all the pain, it really felt like

It never goes away, then I remember

Sometimes it'll rain but not forever, no, no

Rain down on me if that

Means I don't need to be sad for too long

'Cause it gets so lonely in my head

I start replaying everything that I've said

No doubt about it, I've wished that I was dead before

Don't wanna live no more

Lately, I've been thinkin' 'bout it, I don't wanna go

It's time that I move on

From places I don't belong

Hope it won't be too long

To see that I've come so far from where

I came from

It ain't over 'til its done

And I know that I won't give up

No, I'll be holdin' on

Just goin' through these changes

I say I changed, I know I try

But every day I look inside

I still got a ways away, got more to climb

I'm still learnin' how to change my state of mind, yeah

I remember days goin' through hell

Feelin' all the pain, it really felt like

It never goes away, then I remember

Sometimes it'll rain but not forever, no, no