I'm gonna be honest with you right now

I've never even known what I'm doing

Constantly struggling to be known

Trying to charade as older than everyone else around me

Forced to mature but it's happening slow

If I'm starting to get annoying just know inside I'm really sorry and

If you don't like it then I don't wanna be seen

But here I am, loosing mental gain and all I really know is

I don't know what I'm doing

I don't know where I'm going

I don't know how to help anyone or myself and

I still don't know who I really am and I have zero experience

Doing what I claim to love, I need some help

Not enough emotional support from my friends and parents

So what the hell happens when I loose all my confidence like this

I should just give upraise my mind is about to explode

I need someone else, help me steer road

I feel weak and helpless when I ask for help

A constant battle wether I'm allowed to be myself

I don't wanna be stuck on the shelf

I don't wanna be like everybody else

I don't know what I'm doing

I don't know where I'm going

I don't know how to help anyone or myself and

I still don't know who I really am and I have zero experience

Doing what I claim to love, I need some help

I don't know what I'm doing

I don't know where I'm going

I don't know how to help anyone or myself and

I still don't know who I really am and I have zero experience

Doing what I claim to love