As we go through these days

Heart out of place

Chest feeling numb

Soul for the take

I will watch you fall

Blade full of grace

Horns poking out of my head

As i bleed a color that is not red

Eternal being, but not god sent

But for all your sins i will repent

Just so you could be put to rest

I have had enough

My cup liquored up

What i'm spitting up

Is not ritualistic

But realistically

I was growing up

In a lie foreshadowed by two of em

I was ripping up my skin for fun

Hoping everyday that i won't see the sun

But i had enough

Always telling me that my fucking brain corrupt

Thats why i got these thoughts of blowing of my cranium

You can feel the evil off my skin it's radiating

Slanging cocain like the fucking 80's baby

I don't think you know, but you're fucking surely mistaken

I will grab your bones motherfuckin twist it and break it

Banging on my chest mothafuckin king of the apes shit

I can't feel a thing don't you know that i fucking hate this

I'll take my own fucking life it's not up for debating

Im a angel without wings

I'm a devil in making

Shoulda been from all the pills i been taking

I been beaten i been bruised i been practically hanging

On a noose huh

Couple loose screws in my head

Necrofeliac how i be fucking her dead

Chock a bitch out till her eyes turning red

I won't care

We will wall

Won't go home

Leave me alone