Personal Healing

Have you ever found yourself loving somebody so unexpected Yeah When they take that love away from you It's like the worst pain isn't it? I found myself getting less and less In my feelings about it because What's meant to be is meant to be Yeah Yeah And you know I love you that's the last thing that you said baby I fake a smile but deep inside I'm feeling dead baby I reconcile with all my feelings I don't want them in my business Been this way since we was children When I met her, I seen an angel in your smile I can't forget her Heart weigh a ton but see a soul light as a feather In a way she made me better You held me down not for a while But when ya did ain't let up How you believe in me You don't even know my name You just know me for my diamonds in my chain She said I motivate her And she been looking for some change She been distant from her family it's been fucking with her brain She only got one friend She call her cousin Like they kin (Aye Cuz) I can relate only fuck wit 4 Say that's my twin but anyway On ya heart I took a chance But I still need love I'm just a man Yesterday I watched the sunrise Thought about you instantly Ain't gotta cry ain't gotta lie I know ya missing me uh Ain't looking for no type of sympathy Even though you left me I won't cry cus deep inside I know we meant to be Even though you left me I won't cry cause deep inside I know we meant to be Even though you left me I won't cry cause deep inside I know we meant to be I shouldn't have loved you like I did Fighting my sleep for many nights I did Questioning my faith but this the life that I live I'm still a thug I hope I see you up above I was alone and damaged I trusted you to be my friend It's getting hard to manage Don't think I'll ever love again She told me I'm the realest She saw the good in all my ways Right now I'm in my feelings Knowing I won't see you for some days Only knew you for a minute But could write a book from page to page 'bout how I'm really feeling Ever since you left been in a rage cus I don't know no better You see she called me nights before Before she up and left She wasn't mine but I can tell she wanted something else I told her that I love her She told me that she love me too The last words from her One day you here telling me don't go Telling me I have to stay How the fuck next day cousin On my line telling me you passed away Yesterday I watched the sunrise Thought about you instantly Ain't gotta cry ain't gotta lie I know ya missing me uh Ain't looking for no type of sympathy Even though you left me I won't cry cause deep inside I know we meant to be But this ain't the end of your story Your story gon' live on It's long live you forever You know I love you and I got you until the day that I see you again