3Am

(One two three four) I haven't gone to bed before 3 a.m. this week My friends all hate me and it's not very hard to see why But it's alright And I'll be fine I'll cry myself to sleep tonight I haven't eaten a real meal in like a week I've been surviving off of caffeine and tea But it's alright And I'll be fine I'll cry myself to sleep tonight I'm sad and alone I can't walk it off Maybe I'll drive out of the city to scream alone I tried outrunning all these problems but they're chasing me I tried to take a break but I can't even seem to sleep There's too much on my mind Don't know if I'll be fine I'll stay in bed all day so that nobody can see That I don't know who I want to be So I'll stay up late and fall apart On nights like these I'm sad and alone I can't walk it off Maybe I'll drive out of the city to scream alone Feels like I'm wasting all my time They say "don't worry, you'll be fine" It's never quite that easy I'm always overthinking I can't stop overthinking Oh please help this overthinking I'm sad and alone I can't walk it off Maybe I'll drive out of the city to scream alone (Alright, guess I'm not sleeping)