Constellations

Oh, I'm telling stories in my head about beginnings I thought I saw you cross the road I started spinning And in my dreams we're having conversations But you won't listen I got a weight off my shoulders like I'm coming home I got a knot in my throat like it's you on the phone Got a pounding in my head like I haven't slept in days And I bet I bet you thought I'd stay Constellations wouldn't lie I was telling you, telling you I would try And I said that I would give it time Telling you, telling you I wasn't fine I'm screaming, I'm screaming Through the glass And you're watching me watching All you do is laugh I'm drowning, I'm drowning All too fast I should save my breath But you always come right back So is this the way you wanted us to be existing? I guess you only heard my voice if you were tripping Once you said it was everything you needed Were you just kidding? I got a weight off my shoulders like I'm coming home I got a knot in my throat like it's you on the phone Got a pounding in my head like I haven't slept in days And I bet I bet you thought I'd stay Constellations wouldn't lie I was telling you, telling you I would try And I said that I would give it time Telling you, telling you I wasn't fine I'm screaming, I'm screaming Through the glass And you're watching me watching All you do is laugh I'm drowning, I'm drowning All too fast I should save my breath But you always come right back