I almost lost myself

Fear and regret

I couldn't save myself

I was so upset

I was bittersweet to forget

All the wasted years I was depressed

Couldn't get out of bed

Cried so many tears

All the time I spent thinking of her

And now she broke my heart

Felt sorry for myself

I needed hope and a fresh start

Why can't I just learn to walk away from everything?

I wanna forget about her

Don't want a flashback to occur

And why can't I just throw it all away?

I don't want to play this game

All this hurt and all this pain

Feeling so afraid

Every single day

I almost threw in the towel

I was living in hell

All alone in the danger zone

Down in the hole

Thought it was over for me

Stuck in misery

I wasn't free

I couldn't see any signs

My destiny

I couldn't take much more

I had to walk out the door

Overwhelmed

Everyday was the same

Was so lame

Felt worthless

So hopeless

Under so much stress

Needed help

No one knew what I was going through

Felt so blue

So much fear inside my mind

Life was bad all the time

Why can't I just learn to walk away from everything?

I wanna forget about her

Don't want a flashback to occur

And why can't I just throw it all away?

I don't want to play this game

All this hurt and all this pain

Feeling so afraid

Every single day