Pressure

I'm not the same as before I found new paths to expose And I'm looking for ways to change 'cause I'm feeling different each day And new ways, I can't escape But I don't understand why I feel pressure Don't let me know If I'm going insane It's just the way I behave Need to get back home before my mother calls Even if she'll hate me, I won't care at all 'Cause I'm all alone tryna make sure I don't fail I spend all my time tryna be somebody else I spend all my time tryna be somebody else I spend all my time tryna be somebody else Don't do the things that I say Just push it to the next day But it all starts to pile up, then crumbles I look at people and smile an angry smile, 'cause like why Can't I get anything done it's not right Don't let me know If you won't try to help on this path I've spent so long in the dark And now I'm ready to find the way out Need to get back home before my mother calls Even if she'll hate me, I won't care at all 'Cause I'm all alone tryna make sure I don't fail I spend all my time tryna be somebody else I spend all my time tryna be somebody else I spend all my time tryna be somebody else And now I'm messed up from all this pressure Spend all my time tryna be like someone else I'll try to fix it, be my own witness But I don't understand how I'm meant to change myself I'm not the same as before I found new paths to expose And I'm looking for ways to change 'cause I'm feeling different each day And new ways, I can't escape But I don't understand why I feel pressure