You make it really hard sleep

Killing my nerves

You’re like a methamphetamine

Oh

I waste these hours wide awake

I won't a make a sound

Thoughts take me over like a plague

Oh

I go through all this while you’re sleeping

Safe sound in your bed

You’d never know the kinds of things my mind says

Like i’d be better off dead

Ahh

We’re the only reason we stay here

We’re the only ones who make it feel real

Been across world

Shed tears

Made love in motel rooms

And you’re still the one in

Oh

You make me feel so safe

You’re like my anchor to this world

You think you’ve seen all of me

But you only see me smile when you’re awake

I’ll just keep singing to pretend that I’m not sinking

I’ll just keep singing to pretend that I’m not sinking

The melody will take the pain away from me

I’m my own saboteur

That’s one thing I know for sure

I throw little stones and see if they can skip like my heartbeat

I wonder how I would look if I threw my body

People come out as the sun rises

But they don’t know me

And it makes me feel even more lonely

My breath gets lost in hundreds of voices

They welcome me with open arms but my mind is poisoned

I’ll just keep singing to pretend that I’m not sinking

I’ll just keep singing to pretend that I’m not sinking

The melody will take the pain away from me

I’m my own saboteur

That’s one thing I know for sure

I’ll sink on down

I’ll sink on down

I’ll sink on down

I need you now

I need you now

I need you now

My mind won't stop

My mind won't stop

My mind won't stop

I’m stuck in bed, with all these thoughts

I’ll sink on down

I’ll sink on down

Open your eyes and see me

Can’t you see that I’m sinking

Open your eyes and see me

Can’t you see that I’m sinking

I’ll just keep singing to pretend that I’m not sinking

I’ll just keep singing to pretend that I’m not sinking

The melody will take the pain away from me

I’m my own saboteur

That’s one thing I know for sure