Choose to Lose

We have to pay the difference

Of what we expect and what is real

Ideals turn into ignorance

A bittersweet appeal

I still struggle to sleep at night

With your hand on my back, it was gone

You were holding me tight

Now I don’t sleep and you sleep alone

Again

I choose to lose you

Choose to run away

Again

I choose to lose you

But you make me stay

Again

I choose to lose you

Choose to run away

Again

I choose to lose you

But you make me stay again

Change is like a rubberband

It can beat you, defeat you

Your loving in an other land,

on the other hand, I try

I put broken arrows on my bow

my hidden errors I won’t show

I want to see your young face in my old

I’m still by your side, but blindfold

Again

I choose to lose you

Choose to run away

Again

I choose to lose you

But you make me stay

Again

I choose to lose you

Choose to run away

Again

I choose to lose you

But you make me stay

I already knew, a decision was there to be made,

I had to figure out, what‘s yours and what is mine.

After all my world is still waiting,

I can dive in and breathe at the same time.

Again

I choose to lose you

Choose to run away

Again

I choose to lose you

But you make me stay

Again

I choose to lose you

Choose to run away

Again

I choose to lose you

But you make me stay again

Again