Swollen

What is the point if it feels like this and we don't know the meaning of it This is all I have and it's getting worse From the things that make me hurt I don't know how I should feel and I don't know if this can heal I'm still trying to pull it together Pain that will last forever I can't tell if this is enough The hole in me is swelling up These pains weigh a ton I am my own and I am undone These thoughts that I treasure are a pain that will last forever I can't tell if it's enough The hole in me is fucking swelling up The hole in me is fucking swelling up What is the point if it feels like this and we don't know the meaning of it This is all I have and it's getting worse From the things that make me hurt I don't know how I should feel and I don't know if this can heal I'm still trying to pull it together Pain that will last forever I can't tell if this is enough The hole in me is swelling up These pains weigh a ton I am my own and I am undone The hole in me is fucking swelling up Closing up