5 Years (feat. Combat!)

5 years

I’ve stared

at my phone

hoping

with each

robo

caller

it might

be you

I feel

so dumb

each day

all day

cause they

just call

so much

and I

pick up

I wish

I’d learn

we said

too ma-

ny things

that shook

the earth

prepared

we weren’t

so I’m not

trying to

gaslight

when I say

that we

were both

to blame

is that

OK?

I’ve rehearsed this too many times now

I’ve been so alone like I’m living in a lighthouse

picture frames are rearranging

themselves as if they might be alive now

so many things that I wouldn’t mind now

how you used to love me so much you’d have a cry now and then

earthquake numbers on the rise now again

but I don’t wanna wait for the

big

one to hit

for me to call you

so if I do

will you

pick up?