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Going through tragedy And still gotta feed the kids Every move drastic Making plays with Jadakiss I am legend icon And I don't know Jalen Smith Let's get it Going through tragedy And still gotta feed the kids Every move drastic Making plays with Jadakiss I am legend icon And I don't know Jalen Smith Rell Let's go! Post-traumatic stress It's my disorder When I heard my voice It help me with recording I was stressed out When they wasn't supporting Traumatic in the beginning Now my life is gorgeous Air with the forces Stop wearing Jordans Stay with the heat Like I carry torches Laying on the ground When they shoot people Don't talk to chicken All I know is eagle Lost my son at twenty-two I didn't have a clue On what the fuck to do All knew was Army And how to fucking scam Keep bobbing your head This your fucking jam See a counselor sometimes it work Having conversation About my love and pain I'm opening up Cuz I don't feel the same I'm opening up Cuz I don't feel the same Going through tragedy And still gotta feed the kids Every move drastic Making plays with Jadakiss I am legend icon And I don't know Jalen Smith Let's get it Going through tragedy And still gotta feed the kids Every move drastic Making plays with Jadakiss I am legend icon And I don't know Jalen Smith Let's go! First they call me Midnight Black Now my name Midnite Blu Started off making beats Now a nigga run the booth Everybody know me Nigga who the fuck are you I just say yea yea yea Cuz that's what I do G33k Squad Bidness nigga So you better get with it Tallahassee 850 Yea that there's my lil city Riding round blowing sticky Tell me can you keep up wit me Cruising round the 850 Doing bout 150 I smoke a lot of weed Cuz a lot is on my mind I don't like to talk about it Cuz I ain't got the time I try really hard not be sick and tired When time after time I keep seeing all the lies From the left to the right From the front yo the back My nigga Rell asked me "Is you got be alright?" I said "I'll be cool I just need get my mic Just to lay something down Then I'll be ight So I make a beat and then I hit the booth And then I lay the hook And then I send it through To my nigga Rell So he can ally-oop And then we drop that bitch So you can jam it too We C.E.O's And we can see these goals When the season's hot Or the season's cold You don't hear me tho But you gon see me tho And when you see me You see what you need to know. Going through tragedy And still gotta feed the kids Every move drastic Making plays with Jadakiss I am legend icon And I don't know Jalen Smith Let's get it! Going through tragedy And still gotta feed the kids Every move drastic Making plays with Jadakiss I am legend icon And I don't know Jalen Smith Rell!