Feeling So Down

The thing is we sometimes call on the phone

And I end up wishing I didn't answer the call

Keep me company, don't let me feel alone

And yet I end up wishing I didn't ring you at all

We aren't on the same wavelength

I swear it's not your fault

But when I know I can't talk to you

I go to bed feeling cold

And now I'm feeling so down

I think I forgot how to write songs

It's funny to me, it used to be all did

But now I really don't write anything long

Just ittle rambles, pieces, and other bits

I'm so scared of repeating myself

But scared's really all I am

Maybe if I felt a different emotion

I wouldn't fall down again

And still I'm feeling so down

I understand that I need to take steps to walk

But walking isn't easy when you've gotta get up

Maybe a smile will push away the tears

Or maybe it's just another little crutch

I thought the summer would cure my sadness

I guess I thought too much

Thinking's all I really do in these days

But that's as much as such

And now I'm feeling so down

And now I'm feeling so down