Death Dance

I never thought I'd be so mean Never thought I'd be alone at 19 But all these thoughts are in my head again, head again All the thoughts are running through my brain and out the door Rather be dumb than sane, rather be numb than in pain But you can see all the things I'm going through Rather be dumb than sane, rather be numb than in pain You can see all the shit I'm going through No, no, no, no, no, no I hide my pain inside No, no, no, no, no, no I bleed to feel alive Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh I am dead inside No, no, no Makes it hard to survive No, you can't find my reasons No, you can't find my pain We all got lost in Jesus But he can't take away my pain I'm looking for something more So take me away, from out the door Now I'm looking for you outside to say No, no, no, no, no, no I hide my pain inside No, no, no, no, no I bleed to feel alive Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh I am dead inside, no, no, no! No, I can't take it All of these memories I can't fake it I'm trying, but I am dying I just want to Oh, just be myself I have tried to But now I am someone else No, no, no, no, no So please be kind No, no, no, no, no Well, I'm losing my mind No, no, no, no, no I'm really not fine Oh no, I'm really not fine We live in an age where sex and whores are gods We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed We live in an age where sex and whores are gods We live in an age We live in an age We live in an age where sex and whores are gods We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed Are flawed, no No, I can't take it All of these memories I can't fake it I'm trying to fight it, I am dying I just want to Oh, just be myself I have tried to But now I'm someone else