More to Give

I should probably drink more water I should probably fix my posture And my two pills a night Feel like too much and not enough I'm just trying to be a good daughter In Vermont, I feel like I'm an imposter And my drawbridge is coming down And this heatwave is burning me up The right side of my bed feels better than the left And I feel like the worst if I'm not the best I keep burning my own bridge whether I lose or win I always wish I had more to give If only I wasn't such a flight risk If only I could settle down and mean it Is this emptiness What people call their twenties? No, I'm not afraid of bruising But I'm a coward in the face of losing "Fuck a quitter," says a wannabe winner Who can't stop running The right side of my head feels better than the left And I should let this go, but I haven't yet I keep burning my own bridge whether I lose or win I always wish I had more to give Ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh