Another night back again, and I'm sitting here

Doesn't matter what time of day, I got no fear

Blurry vision cause I'm faded, and I'm causing tears

Disappointment in her eyes cause I've been sober for years

I've been drinking, I've been smoking anything I find

Smashing chairs, and throwing tantrums, I've been losing my mind

Said some things that I regret cause I've been crossing the line

She's about to walk away this lover of mine

She said I'm falling back into the old me

That this drink is causing so much debris

Smoke filled lungs, on the couch

Wasted with this enemy

I'm falling back into the old me

The kids are standing at the stairs, I got no words to say

I see the bruises, was it me, I can't remember yesterday

Fighting demons, dragged them in it, now I'm walking away

My apologies they don't mean nothing, I messed up today

She said I'm falling back into the old me

That this drink is causing so much debris

Smoke filled lungs, on the couch

Wasted with this enemy

I'm falling back into the old me

Oh, I'm breaking their hearts

Hey, I'm falling apart

She said I'm falling back into the old me

That this drink is causing so much debris

Smoke filled lungs, on the couch

Wasted with this enemy

I'm falling back into the old me