Wide awake

Smells like rust and decaying

Can’t move or speak

But I remember everything

One by one

Limbs locked in atrophy

I’ve come undone

Total system catastrophe

Lights on and no one home

Paralyzed and all alone

My moans fade into drones

I was found on the floor

Grotesque décor in the wake of a war

Dragged out the door

Tried to scream but my voice wouldn’t work anymore

Tossed out in the street

With the rubble, melted steel, and the filth that the tenets excrete

And in my defeat

I realized that my body was obsolete

I only wanted to keep myself alive

I only wanted to keep my soul

Now I'm pleading to be revived

I never thought that freedom would come at the cost of control

Lights on and no one home

(Lights on and no one home)

Broken down and all alone

(Broken down and all alone)

Wishing I could be made numb

(I can still feel everything!)

I’m waiting for the end to come

My moans fade into drones

Panic-stricken and a fear sickening

Wide awake, I can still feel everything

Try my best to keep reciting her name

While the birds and the maggots pick the flesh from my frame

I remember everything

I can still feel everything

I remember everything

I can still feel everything

I remember everything

I can still feel everything

I remember everything

I can still feel everything

I can still feel everything

I can still feel everything