Candle

I'm not somebody that hurting them so badly

Wanting it to work 'cause I'm the one who loved you first

When I found somebody who wants to love my body

Pretend not to be sad when I'm the best you ever had

And now you're back

And now you're back

I never hated myself more than yesterday

I never wished so hard that you'd just move away

I wish you were a candle burning on my shelf

Then I could blow you out so you had nobody else

I went to sleep and now you're not lying by my side

I'm the girl with the mascara eyes

And no place left to hide

And now I'm bare

And now I'm bare

I never hated myself more than yesterday

I never wished so hard that you'd just move away

I wish you were a candle burning on my shelf

Then I could blow you out so you had nobody else

And yesterday was a mistake and now I feel like I'm dying

And I feel like a child seeing shadows moving dark in the night

If I could stand myself, I would leave and light this all on fire

But instead, I'm lying naked on the bathroom floor, I'm crying

I never hated myself more than yesterday

I never wished so hard that you'd just move away

I wish you were a candle burning on my shelf

Then I could blow you out so you had nobody else