OHHH... (Still)

It's crazy I found myself at a young age

Ain't stop me from still searching

Forces that replenish say I still need a real purpose

In order to feel

Never mind how deep

Still waters run in me

I'm still thirsting

For cleanse, for mind, body and soul

Revealed my hurting

Sins of mine

Felt that I must show the real burden

But rubbed 'em with others

I'm sorry 'cause that shit could kill a person

I find that I'm too fervent

My glow

And ain't been much of a listener

But fasho putting true work in

Rid me of the pygmy turned mute from cruel scourging

I'm still learning

Stride short but my Lord never failed me to move further

Still

Still, still, still

Still creating, am I

Still, still here for you?

Still creating

Yeah, I'm still on your mind

You ain't tell me if I made you proud

Turned tongue turgid

Swollen when I let you down

Loud when you threw curses

For the longest I ain't know my strengths

Worry wasn't occurring in time

So blind to every win

Though I see when I pull them curtains now

I can say that I've truly surfaced

I mean it I'm back

Maybe I'm better

We'll see what emerges

In my alone time

Shone light on my demons lurking

Questioned both sides

Was shown signs like I was deserving of this

Had a sit-down with some blood

It was quite the terminal risk

And on some personal shit

But I felt they heard him

You wouldn't speak up but

Surely was encouraged, I could see it

Reticent for you was nervous

You believed it tho that's all I really needed

On this journey, lost a heart truly virgin

Tallied quite a distance from the furtive

If I ain't write it, wasn't certain

When the preamp wasn't sumn I could purchase

Avoided being vocal

'Cause suppression that was a lesson I ain't deem worth it

Never seemed worth it

Trust me now, I seen worse shit

Yeah I seen a lot and through it never seen perfect

Until I found God in that mirror

Swear to Him man

This image ain't been clearer

So if truly I ain't seem worth it

Or I seemed worthless

Gratitude for all your service

Every moment that you shared with me

Ears and eyes you lent to me

Unprecedented care that made me real, yeah

But if ever you feel you need me, I'm still

Yeah

I'm still

Still

Still here for you

I'm still here

I'm still here for you, yeah

I'm still here for you

Still

Still here for you

Still