This Is Not a Phase

If you wanna know why I've been losing sleep Look in the mirror the same way you look at me Every time I spill my guts, and you don't believe Am I dramatic or dying? I guess we'll see This is not a phase I can't remember the last time I felt okay So if you think that it's so easy being me Live in my head for a day, and you'll see No This is not a phase If you wanna know why I always hide what hurts Listen to what you say when I'm at my worst Every word is proof you're the one that's cursed (hmm) Will they kill me before you can ever learn? This is not a phase I can't remember the last time I felt okay So if you think that it's so easy being me Live in my head for a day, and you'll see No It's not a trend, it's not a trick I'm not dramatic, I'm just sick I'm so afraid it's come to this A chance to save my life you'll miss (a chance to save my life you'll miss) This is not a phase (this is not a phase) No This is not a phase (this is not a phase) So if you think that it's so easy being me Live in my head for a day, and you'll see No This is not a phase I can't remember the last time I felt okay So if you think that it's so easy being me Live in my head for a day, and you'll see No This is not a phase