Lose Control

Early in the morning, I still get a little bit nervous Fighting my anxiety constantly, I try to control it Even when I know it's been forever, I can still feel this favour (Yazi) just when I remember and I never wanna feel it again (Paul beats production) (Yo, Finesse I got the sauce) Don't know if you get it 'cause I can't explain how thankful I am (DB, is that you on the mix?) Move away from me, when it hurts I know that you'd understand See, I don't wanna lose control There's nothing I can do anymore See I be gettin' high when I'm feeling low Why you say you love me, but let me go? See, I don't wanna lose control Merczz I don't wanna lose control, so I tip my feelings and let them go I tell you now, just so you know Don't try and come back when I blow I'm in my feelings, I type in my notes Write me a story and make it flow (yeah) And I don't know if I die today or tomorrow, so I don't wanna take it slow (huh-huh) I can spend money and make it again But if I waste time, I can't get that back, ah I really put pain in the track I said I really put pain in a track I'm not long now to my place and I'm up Don't care about a thing, put my fears in a mask They doubted me and I won't forget So there's no days off 'til they hand me a plaque I don't think we're ever gonna fix this mess I don't wanna lose control See, I don't wanna lose control There's nothing I can do anymore See, I be gettin' high when I'm feeling low Why you say you love me, but let me go? See, I don't wanna lose control (DB, is that you on the mix?) See I be getting high when I'm feeling low Why you say you love me, but let me go? See, I don't wanna lose control