Yo, I'm doomed to a life of 7.25

No point living right won't make it out alive

Making plays downtown, let me sleep on the drive

Leaning from the fucking codeine in my sprite

Leaning on the hollows in his fucking four-five like

Put it to my head and we'll see if I can fly

He don't really care if I'm impaired just stares, says

"What the fuck is up, bruh you really want to die?"

Yeah, I've been blessed with a death wish

I just hope that I die young and high like Hedwig

I've been too distressed to address this

But I know I can't be the only one who feels helpless

And I'm sorry that I've been so selfish

I'd change if I could, but I just can't help it

But I know who I am, no need to pretend

Guess I'm I'm still fucked up, and let down again

'Cause I've been feeling down, can't wait until it passes

I kept your picture underneath my mattress

Can't see the sky to find my own position

I know it isn't working, I know that something's different

I know I'm fucking different

Yo, why the world gotta be like this?

Getting high and she tells me what her stepdad did

I keep the secret so she can pretend

That her innocence hasn't been lost in a sense

So we go to the mall and buy some bullshit

To block out how fucked up it all is

I just need a whip with the gold plate rims

I just need a pill to feel happiness

I just need a check and some ice I can flex

A few more drugs to feel a little less

A few more hits and a girl that's obsessed

That loves all my shit and loves having sex

So I can pretend everything's okay

But the world's so black and I'm so grey

I hope in the end one day I'll say

I see the same old world in a brand new way

'Cause I've been feeling down can't wait until it passes

I hope you keep me underneath your mattress

Still too blind to see my own condition

I know I can't be perfect I know that something's missing

'Cause I've been feeling down, can't wait until it passes

I kept your picture, underneath my mattress

I can't see the sky, to find my own position

I know it isn't working, I know that something's different

I hope I'm always different, different

I hope I'm always different, different

I hope

I hope

I hope

I hope I'm always different