Paralyzed

It's like you were paralyzed

You cannot move anymore

Electrified, lifeless, out of control

It's stuck inside my head

Trying to escape it

It's flowing in my veins

Building up, boiling

My eyes are wide open

But my hands are shaking

My body is fucked up

When I'm facing all of this

I would like to runaway

Like a wall I'm strapped up

I'm deep-rooted

From my eyes to my soul

I'm feeling paralyzed

I am trapped inside

Facing my fears as I face my life

I struggle with this, struggle with everyday

Losing my mind in the darkest night

I'm out of here I choose to runaway

Fuck this shit I'm paralyzed

My heart is bouncing

And filling my ribcage

Every breathe I take

Sounds like air cannot pass

Stiffness constrains me

Like the floor I am motionless

I'm awake, electrified, I'm paralyzed

Burning mind, at the edge of my despair

Face the facts, I'm drowning in on a sky of hatred

Facing my fears as I face my life

I struggle with this, struggle with everyday

Losing my mind in the darkest night

I'm out of here I choose to runaway

Facing my fear as I face my life

Losing my mind in the darkest night

They say I cannot fight my demons

They lay me down when I was searching for help

No one will help you, you only live once

Despite the weakness, you aren't dead yet

I'm paralyzed

Spit it out

I'm paralyzed

Let me out

Out of control