Please

Before I go

Into that long goodnight

Give me time

For one last moment with you

My last days sinking in

Mistakes crush my chest as I lay swallowed by the bed

We're still holding on

In between now and the world yet to come

Holding on

Time

Pouring out of my hands

I'm sinking

Again

Tell me

Show me

Did this mean anything?

Or was this a dream in itself?

These seeds I've planted

How can they grow by themselves?

They can't grow from the labored heat

Weeds infesting

Tearing my soul apart

We're still holding on

Losing my hope

Let my death be the antidote

We are

Always lost in tomorrow

In castles made of sand

And I'm somewhere stuck at the bottom

Sinking

As time pours out of my hands

Apathy staining my face

Hollow looks and hopeless glances

Drowning my faith

Days, weeks, months bleed to grey

And here I stay haunting these halls like a wraith

Everything is black

Falling through the past

Everything is black

Falling through the past

If nothings truly nothing

I guess nothings what it seems

Cold fluorescents fade to black

Asleep without the dreams

I can't take this back

What's the point of living life

If it just fades to black

We are

Always lost in tomorrow

In castles made of sand

And I'm somewhere stuck at the bottom

Sinking

Everything

Everything

Everything

Everything

Everything is black

Falling through the past

I cannot sleep

I cannot dream

With this internal battle tearing me

Right at the seam

Nightmares they plague me

While I'm still awake

For heavens sake

I hope you know I tried to stay alive

We are

Lost in tomorrow

But we're running out of time

Can't fight back

Anxiety attack

What's the point of living life

If it just fades to black

Can't fight back

Anxiety attack

Satan cries for sweet potato pies!