I am flooded by thoughts

Decisions were made

I struggle to think rationally

No deal to deflate

Paralyzed, no odds

Postponing stressful tasks

(I) avoid them altogether

A freeze response does the rest

I find myself withdraw

From abasing routines

I need to switch perspective

To quit this vicious dreams

Challenge my fatigue (with)

Disproportionate concerns

I listen to my heartbeat

That recalibrates the turn

I won't change the shape of someone

As agony distorts my face

I keep my hands off, but move closer

Shine for you and shine for me

A distaste, that extends

My disadvantage is on demand

My final state based on comprehension

Will issue an enlightened ruling of my perception

Freed from ignorance and dissatisfaction

The shift that will take place leads in the right direction

Where I will go, where I will stay

The time will tell before my body starts to decay