Broken Family

My whole world stopped when we locked eyes Came into my life at the perfect time Heart stopped and thought that I ran outta time Met you then I realized the grind that I had inside of me still Living fast burning rubber on all of my wheels Burning gas tryna vent so you know how I feel Ain't no drug in this world that can numb the pain that I feel To numb the pain that I feel I start with hard liquor Couple grams of the kush I was a born sinner Man there's bitches in my DM's that the old me probably would of considered When I was down she held me down so I came up with her That's why none of these woman can never compare And losing her is a void I know won't ever be filled I'm the reason her new man hate all the walls shes built And he hate me cause no matter what she'll love me still I'm only telling you all of this so that you can understand me And why every where you turn there's broken families And sadly I hope that you look up to me but end up nothing like me I'm only telling you all of this so that you can understand me And why every where you turn there's broken families And sadly I hope that you look up to me but end up nothing like me Or the man that I was at the least If it cost me all my peace it ain't worth it to me Honestly without you don't know where the hell I'd be Look up to the stars and I thank God that he brought you to me Takes a lot of me to tell you all this bad stuff Hope that it ain't something you gon' judge me off of Just wanna let you know the truth and why we don't have the family dynamic that your friends do Dad dipped out and doesn't ever come around Never shows up and didn't ever come to town So I'll never do that to you Yeah I'll never do that to you And my mom ruined my relationship with damn near everyone I'm proving everybody wrong who doubted Even my own brother hoping that I don't make nothing out it And probably still is Ain't really talked since he told me I wouldn't be shit End up like my father in another broken home and alone Before you even got a chance to hear this Now everything I do I swear I do it for you If I don't got it I'm gonna find a way to get it for you yeah Wrote this song to let you know that I'ma get it for you Yeah cause I'ma get it for you Cause you the one I ball for The one that I go hard for If you feeling down hope that I'm the one you call on Yeah Cause I'm always be there for you Cause you the one I ball for The one that I go hard for If you feeling down hope that I'm the one you call on, yeah The one that I go hard for If you feeling down hope that I'm the one you call on If I don't got it I'ma find a way to get it for you If I don't got it I'ma find a way to get it for you