Sick

First it felt like obsession

Relentlessly checked her location

Pins mark an investigation

I was suppose to move on

Then it felt like comparison

Draining my own serotonin

Felt like a lack of self discipline

Months after we were done

Oh

But my body knew

I was looking for the truth

That my body knew

Pills on pills on sleepless nights

On prescription drugs and rotting left overs

Skipping dinners altogether

Love don't make you sick

I didn't know it

But my body did

Love don't make you sick

Wish I had noticed when my body did

I should have listened

When I pushed you out like a bad piercing

And all my suspicions never went away

'Cause she was made in the image of me

And I was made in the image of all her insecurities

Of course we fit perfectly

Hated each other perfectly

Love don't make you sick

I didn't know it

But my body did

Pills on pills on sleepless nights

On prescription drugs and rotting left overs

Skipping dinners altogether

For a while there I thought that you were the one that got away

But I was the one that escaped

For a while there I thought that you were the one that got away

I'm the one that escaped

Thank god I didn't meet you at 22

36 is just too over it, thank god

Thank god