She told me from the start she wasn't ready

To fall in love right now, to be with anyone

But of course I persisted, I couldn't help it

I'm a masochistic fool, I knew I couldn't have her

So I drive back all alone, and I feel so numb again

I'll go back to square one, and start looking for someone

I am trying to fill a void, and this is never ending

It's like a black hole in my soul, that's always yearning

He left me broken now, I'm trying to fix it

But I don't know how to try, when I feel so damn sick

This isn't love, it's just a state, that I'm in right now

Infatuated by her ways, I wanna be like that

Chemicals all wrong in my brain, feel like I'm an addict

Pull me out so I can separate, love from the feeling I have

I don't wanna be alone

I need someone to make me whole

They'll play a part in my dream like Juliet

Take my hand down the aisle as we lock our eyes

And in this sapphic daze bask in the morning sun

I'll have a drink in my hand and we'll toast to the world of lust