Pick up, no

I was kinda hoping you don't

Seven months just way too long

And I'm just not that strong, so I

Hang up, no

Maybe that's the reason you're gone

It's way too hard admitting I'm wrong

So I just carry on

So when you see my number

You won't have to wonder

Just know I tried but pride got in the way

And when I see your number

Don't let it take me under

And since we can't just say this face to face

I hate that I love you, hate you can't see it

Hate that you miss me and I don't believe it

Hate that you're funny, hate that you're fine

Hate all this space you take up in my mind

Hate how it started, hate how it ended

Hate how my heart's been broke for a minute

Is it too late? Damn, I need a break from all of this, all of this hate, mmm

Switch up, go

This is me letting you know

I've been feeling outta control

Can't shake this hold, so I

Get up, go

Give you the "I'm sorry" you're owed

Ego tryna keep me alone

It's me and my phone

So when you see my number

You won't have to wonder

Just know I tried but pride got in the way

And when I see your number

Don't let it take me under

And since we can't just say this face to face

I hate that I love you, hate you can't see it

Hate that you miss me and I don't believe it

Hate that you're funny, hate that you're fine

Hate all this space you take up in my mind

Hate how it started, hate how it ended

Hate how my heart's been broke for a minute

Is it too late? Damn, I need a break from all of this, all of this hate

Gotta get out my own way

This shit ain't healthy

Getting this all off today

Toxic and foolish

This shit is stupid

I'm overthinking again

I'm crossing the line right now

Don't care how this might turn out

I keep on stalling, stalling to call you

'Cause I don't know how to say

I hate that I love you, hate you can't see it

Hate that you miss me, I don't believe it

Hate that you're funny, hate that you're fine

Hate all this stupid shit

Hate how it started, hate how it ended

Hate how my heart's been broke for a minute

Is it too late? Damn, I need a break from all of this, all of this hate, mmm