Hurting

I can't even care like I used to

'Cause you took that from me

Putting walls up, I'd never choose to

'Cause we're not what we used to be

But it's not easy to just all back like it's all cool

But I think that it hurts me more than it hurts you

'Cause my mind is spacing, heart is racing

Can we skip the conversation where we

Act like we never parted ways

'Cause I know that you gon' leave me waiting

For imaginary apologies

As if you would ever do the right thing

But you don't get the luxury to take your time with me

Not when you force my hand and lie to me

I'm hurting (when I gotta act tough)

I'm hurting (when I limit my love)

I'm hurting (when I gotta pack it up)

I'm hurting when they wait 'til you're comfortable

To pull the rug from under you

Beat you down until you're black and blue

I'm hurting

Soon as you shot your shot, we had to pivot

Had a happy home, but now you gotta visit (you gotta)

Why'd you wait until I was committed? (You waited)

This feel like a set-up, I don't get it (you played me)

'Cause I can't love with pieces of me

I'm just not built like that

With me, it's always all or nothing

And I can't unfeel that

Tell me, does time really go on

If I didn't move on?

And out of all of the things you've done

Doing nothing about it, it's the worst one

The pain of guilt, it don't compare

To what you did to me

I swear this ain't no equal thing

And dare I say embarrassing

'Cause you brought us here

And now I'm hurting (when I gotta act tough)

I'm hurting (when I limit my love)

I'm hurting (when I gotta pack it up)

I'm hurting when they wait 'til you're comfortable

To pull the rug from under you

Beat you down until you're black and blue

And now I'm hurting