Sometimes I let my pride get in the way

But that's the same thing that's keeping me safe

From all the clouded thoughts that cross my mind

At times I can't umbrella the rain

I don't think I wanna live with the pain

Honestly I'm struggling to make peace with certain mistakes

(you done fucked up boy)

I'd get relief from all the drugs that I'd take

But that's temporary happiness, repeat the process over again

I'm tired of having these habits but I don't think ima change

I'm on a different plane mentally

Lately there's been strange occurrences but I know

Everything is meant to be

I'm sketching out the shit I've seen, the pen and pad stay next to me

A method to the madness ain't happen coincidentally

**** gon come around and fill the room with jealousy

I never been the type to fuck with that especially-

If you're in my circle then best believe

I cut you off quick fast, no my **** I can't just let it be

I don't fuck with the phony **** that's a fact

If I let em around me they just gon stab me in the back

Stay ten toes, I can't relax

Never slip and no sleeping until I get up in my bag

Uh, I don't fuck with the phony **** that's a fact

If I let em around me they just gon stab me in the back

Stay ten toes, I can't relax

Never slip and no sleeping until I get up in my bag