I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, just don't call me a-
Mistake, might have made some
Can't argue with that, but I ain't one
Even though I sometimes get afraid of
Having to face the wrath of an anxious me
I get it 'cause I actually
Feel the same sometimes, I think
I might be a lost cause who turns off
'Cause the way I read
Into what I've been through
You'd think I'm mental, but it pays off though
When the rent's due, I pursue what I love
And if it goes south and falls down, just know
I'll stand on my own two feet, don't you see?
Those that oppose on me, most won't leave
Thinkin' I might retreat, show my teeth
Quick if you turn on me 'cause
I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, yeah, just don't call me a-
Just don't call me a-
Just don't call me a-
Mistake, 'cause I'm not one
Misplaced, but I found a
Lot of resentment causes a mess
When you let it get to the place of
No confidence, struggle with it, that's obvious
But not enough to make me second-guess
If I'd die for the ones I love
So don't you get confused
Thinking if you bring me down
I'ma just choose to let myself get used
I don't live like that, I feel trapped
I might lash out, I gotta watch my back
Cross my path, especially with ill intent
You'll regret you ever took that task
If and when, this thing could all go bad
Don't you act like no one warned you yet 'cause
I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, just don't call me a-
Mistake
