Boy

It's dawn when you are darkest I wait for the light And I have tried my hardest But nothing that I do makes you shine When you're here, you are not here I wonder where it is your mind goes Because it's quiet Oh, but I can't fill the silence anymore Don't I deserve Feeling like I'm worth Someone who gives a damn I don't know why I'm giving all my time to a boy Who won't be a man I swore up and down that I could But now I'm not sure that I can Because a person has a limit Of just how much indifference they'll stand Don't I deserve Feeling like I'm worth Someone who gives a damn I don't know why I'm wasting all my time on a boy Who won't be a man I have loved, I do love And surely I'll just keep on loving you But now it's from a distance This apathy is something I can't do Because I deserve Knowing that I'm worth Someone who gives a damn And I've had enough Of giving all my love to a boy Who won't be a man To a boy who won't be a man You're a boy and I need a man