Idk What I Want

You looked over How are you so looked over? So I slid on over Put my head on your shoulder I was hoping that you would notice me forever Til it happened and now I finally know better It took seven tries, it happens all the time I start to wonder why I wonder why It was a simple mistake I thought of it for days I always get this way I am this way Put you first I've learned to wait in line I promise I don't mind "Are you sure?" you ask twice Never take the opportunity Keep it quiet, keep it real low Tell myself I'm fond of it When I don't like the thought of it (Take a deep breath) What if I'm wrong? What if I'm not? Think I know that you're better off gone Maybe it's time for me to go home But I don't know what I want You said goodbye about one, two, three, four, five, six times It doesn't feel right They always let me out alive They always let me out alive What if I'm wrong? Ooo, oooo What if I'm not? Don't even think about it What if I'm wrong? Ooo, oooo What if I'm not? Oh, I don't know what I want I don't know what I want Don't even think about it Don't even think about it I don't know what I want I don't know what I want Don't even think about it I don't know what I want Don't even think about it What if I'm not? I don't know what I want What if I'm wrong? What if I'm not? I don't know what I want What if I'm wrong? What if I'm not? I don't know what I want What if I'm not? I don't know what I want Maybe I never did I just keep trying it Hoping it'll stick